月曜日, 11月 09, 2009
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1) Being angsty is giving me this massive break out. Need to either kill people who are being irritating or stop seeing them for a bit.
2) House inspection tomorrow. YIKES.
3) I had a dream that when I opened the storeroom downstairs, I let myself into the presence of a dead rat. OMS. I DON'T WANNA OPEN IT ANYMORE.
4) My ideas in action unit is so ridiculous. They actually said in the lecture (which I did not go to) that they're having the exam just for the sake of having the exam. What the hell.
5) I should probably start studying. Soon.
6) Somehow, I can't wait for this year to end.
7) There is absolutely no food in the house.
8) I love that I have a car. *beams*
*written @ 12:43 午後.
木曜日, 11月 05, 2009
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Why is it so difficult for people to leave me the fuck alone?!
Seriously.
Tell me. Tell me why.
I'm just sitting here, minding my own business and someone has to go tag a retarded picture of me on facebook. Which generated a fuck load of spam in my inbox. This is in addition to the picture incident which happened last week.
I'm saying it now. I don't share your sense of humour.
So. Whatever it is, leave me the fuck out of it.
I'm a girl! In case you lot have forgotten. I have feelings. I don't take it well when people find it appropriate to diss me about my origin and my choice of university. Well. Guess what. You wouldn't be able to survive in my country and I can easily get into whatever course you're doing.
So. Fuck off.
*written @ 12:49 午後.
月曜日, 10月 26, 2009
*/ Show Lo - Bickering With Jolin Tsai [ENG SUB]
SO CUTE.
*written @ 6:25 午後.
木曜日, 10月 22, 2009
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Derwin - `_´ says:
Are you happy you get to see thad again?
Aileen says:
yesh
=)
you're picking him later right
Deerwin - `_´ says:
Want to come and surprise him?
Aileen says:
*nod nod*
*cute face*
=3
Derwin - `_´ says:
Lol
Eeee no =3 E= in the car
Aileen says:
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHA
whatever that means
eh. really. i dunno what that means
Derwin - `_´ says:
It will traumatise all of thad's brothers.. No =3 E=
Aileen says:
is that suppose to represent a certain physical activity?
D'erwin - `_´ says:
=3 E= = lips. ...
To think. An emoticon that I don't know. *laughs*
*written @ 1:11 午後.
火曜日, 10月 20, 2009
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It's takes nothing more than a conversation with my Dad to make me feel that not only am I a complete bum who doesn't count her blessings, I also face a real threat of dying from poverty when I graduate.
*Frowns*
It's all about how in the 1960s, people had to struggle to survive. And I have it so good. One doesn't deny the fact that I am fortunate- I could be starving but yet, I find the resources and time to do frivolous things like worry about driving tests. But somehow, after talking to him, I can't help but feel vastly unfortunate.
We are stuck in a world where no one cares about anyone else. Where (face it) people are no better than the animals we claim are lower than us.
So what if we have education. So what if we can identify hydrogen emitting from a test tube. Does it matter? Yes. I am aware that without education, we would not have the conveniences that we currently possess.
But. As they say. You don't miss what you don't know. It seems as if this never-ending cycle of compulsory education, careers and reproduction worries do nothing more than cloud our judgement of what we are in life.
Do we really want to be the species that causes (or can potentially cause) the end of the world? The species that brutally slaughters other organisms for things that we do not need to survive? (No I am not vegetarian but that is hardly the point.) I mean. We have jails. We have political systems that deem it fit to lock people away for "the greater good". Of course I am not suggesting that murderers be let off scot free. But. What gives them the authority to decide. What gives governments the authority to decide what to do about everything, including how to treat other human beings.
Right. This is going into a very illogical place. I am clear that in every society, having a ruling class is imperative.
Pfft. What if I have no job when I graduate?! Do I really see the world in an overly simplistic way? So much that I border on the line of gullible?
I don't particularly like being human at this point. Or alive for that matter.
Hrm.
*written @ 3:42 午後.
月曜日, 10月 19, 2009
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For some reason, half the world has this obsession with beaches.
Why.
No. Seriously. Why.
It's hot. And dirty. And crowded.
Plus, going will give your skin premature aging, pigmentation, wrinkles and change its texture. And! Let's not forget the looming risk of skin cancer.
So. Tell me. What's so great about the beach?
More often than not, the water isn't even blue.
Meh.
*written @ 6:06 午後.
木曜日, 10月 15, 2009
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Would it make you happy
If I was all alone?
To face the World's evils
And hear the demons in my head?
I don't have the courage.
Or the strength
To fend them off
All by myself.
All the time.
The only reason is the mere dislike.
But what about me?
And the fact that I like?
Does it really not matter.
That the route to your happiness
Seems to be my complete and
Utter misery?
Aileen
*written @ 8:07 午後.
