月曜日, 1月 11, 2010
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I pray for perfect skin,
poreless, radient,
scarily like porcelain.

*written @ 11:42 午後.

水曜日, 1月 06, 2010
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It is currently January 6th 2010. So. I have officially been pissed off for... 7 days. Which is a record, even for me.

30th December 2009 (Yes. My ordeal had a span of 3 days.)
Basically, this day consisted of me trying to find out the program for a certain NG couple's wedding day. Someone of the other side of my wasted texts said that the program would be emailed that night.

This was a relief for me as it would be easier to plan what to do on New Year's Eve, since someone repeatedly assured me that he would be free in the afternoon of New Year's day. So I could shift my hastily thought out plans to then.

31st December 2009
We spent the day wasting time due to the fact that I believed that I could confirm my plans on New Year's day.

But lo and behold! Idiocy strikes again! The NG couple failed to email the program like they said that they would. The program which should have been sent out at least a fortnight ago.

Of course, this happened while I was happily cutting up my steak. At the most ungodly hour to send a program out. Well. Since I am obsessive compulsive and neurotic, I had quite a big reaction. I hated that I wasted the whole day when I could have just did the one thing left on my list to do.

Thus, a lot of rushing and arguing had to be done due to the idiocy of the NG couple. And I really loathe rushing.

1st January 2010
I felt slighter better. And I took pains to get ready and be at the said venue at 4. Seriously. What wedding starts at 4?

After walking in heels, I discovered that no one was there yet! Wow. Good organisational skills. Minutes were wasted on my mobile plan and guess what. NG couple were still holed up nice and comfy in their suite in Copthorne Waterfront. So I had to trudge back (in heels) to the hotel from which I just left. Getting up to the 24th storey was such a chore since only residents could use the elevators. *sigh*

Basically, I spent about 2 hours feeling utterly miserable. And no one was apologetic about it.

And then the dinner.

Right. I'm sick of being civil. All I've been doing is being civil and thinking: They're his friends. I really shouldn't kick up a fuss. I should just wait until I get over it.

Well guess what. I can't. I'm sick of being told that there no point to being angry. That I should be more understanding. Well. I'm fucking sick of it. Can't I be selfish for once?! Can't anyone understand that my feelings were hurt and I felt insignificant?! Can't anyone see that for 3 hours I was treated like an unruly child who was ignored?!

Why can't I be angry? Why shouldn't I be angry? Why is it bad to want to scream at people that they behaved like a bunch of ill-mannered, unenducated, inconsiderate twats?! Why.

*written @ 4:47 午後.

火曜日, 12月 15, 2009
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I promised someone that I would revise and edit my Christmas list. *nods*

List:

1) An Ayumi poster to hang in Perth (I LOVE HER)

2) Hair bling is always good

3) So are corsets for that matter

4) Something in pearls

5) A big furry leopard printy coat! (=D)

6) Pretty notebooks!

7) Really high topped sneakers. (Those are cool)

8) Sponser me a helix piercing?

9) Comics!

10) HYUN JOONG. *squeals*

11) Chunky braclets

12) Anything skullie (Don't think girlie. Skulls that smile, on pink/purple, have flowers and hearts on them are bad. Think. Punk skulls.)

13) Ooh. Spikes are good.

14) Good books.

15) Cool stationary

Can't think of anything else actually. *laughs*

*written @ 6:40 午後.

日曜日, 12月 13, 2009
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In the area of publishing
CLEO Singapore is currently hiring! How exciting.

Although I have no idea why I'm excited.

It's not as if I can apply for it. Or I can get it even if I can apply. I don't even have anything to write in my non-existent resume.

And. I'm chained to this Land of the Forsaken (Perth) to Singapore nonsense for the next 4 years. (Man. I hate uni.)

*sigh*

I'd love a job in a fashion/lifestyle/beauty magazine though. Think of how much fun it'll be! (Yes. I am aware that I am studying law and Japanese.) And! I can wear whatever I want!

Of course. Chances are, it'll never happen.

*written @ 10:53 午後.

火曜日, 12月 01, 2009
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Amidst the feeling of expected silence
To face the blistering cold.

With the lack of proper amour
And incentive to one's name,
The choice to see the busy dragon
Only entailed his icy flame.

Alas, the shame of committing
The flaw in one that was already known.

Aileen

*written @ 1:39 午後.

火曜日, 11月 24, 2009
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Well... Since my brain has flopped into some unknown corner, I decide that I shall take a break from the relentless (yes! relentless) amount of studying and write my annual Christmas list! *grins*

As always, my want lists are for fun and not to be taken that seriously. *nod nod* However, presents are never mandatory but always appreciated. =)

List!

1) An Ayumi poster! (She's my idol. *nod nod* Totally wanna be here. Without the blond hair.)

2) Hair straightener/curler. (Man.... I wish my hair would pick a side and stick to it. Not the... *fweew* way it is now.)

3) Sponsor me a cut and colour at Toni and Guy? *cute face*

4) Something by Alexander Wang or Mcqueen.

5) Bling hair accessories! (I'm prolly the only girl who has close to none. Well. Apart from Jie. And I think I wanna cut my hair short again.)

6) Sponsor me a manicure to get insane, bling, long nails? (Or I could do the long bit myself)

7) A new squirty bottle. (The one I stole once upon a time is starting to smell funky)

8) A MINI COOPER PLEASE (I CAN DRIVE NOW)

9) Running shoes. I actually need these.

10) Maybe I should get flat boots. Hm.

11) Sponsor me a Clarin's facial? (It's the sex! I kid you not.)

12) A black pencil eyeliner that actually stays on.

13) Oh oh! Something with feathers!

14) A leopard print furry coat. (I will totally wear it in winter.)

15) A whole stack of Vivi. I'd seriously love that.

Hm. I think that's it for today. =D

*written @ 10:08 午後.

日曜日, 11月 22, 2009
*/ SS501 "Love Like This" MV

this is growing on me.

*written @ 6:05 午後.