木曜日, 5月 31, 2007
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I am happy. *laughs* Sunita came back yesterday! *bounces around* Everything's back to normal again! She brought back with her all the stuff my Daddy bought back from Japan. すぎうかっこい! Never in my life have I seen so many cosmetics... There was an entire bag full of them! It was so cool... And he got me many many bags! Oh! My Daddy even went to the shinto shrine to pray for a tailisman. The tailisman is the prettiest little thing I have ever seen! It even has a teeny bell on it. *beams* I wanted to be shinto once... But there wasn't any shinto shrine for me to go to. *laughs* Ah well... My brave Daddy even went into the idol store to get Kamenashi stuff for Dawnie. I say brave because everyone in that store must have thought that he was gay. *laughs*

Jie got me many, many DVDs! Like the taiwanese version of Hana Kimi (I know that I'm super slow in watching it but unlike you free people (Cassie and Panda), I have exams and homework. Hee.) and lots of Lee Jun Ki stuff! o(>.<)o One of the Lee Jun Ki movies even came with a book! A hardcover one! But it's in korean. *rolls eyes* But it's super cool though. I can bring it around and pretend to read it so that everyone will think I'm cool. *evil laugh* And one of the shows have Jun Ki in a uniform! So handsome! きゃ！

I love my family! *grins*

*written @ 9:29 午後.

火曜日, 5月 29, 2007
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September: Oh! Ew. There's something interesting behind you.
Me: Eh? What? *turns around* *looks back and starts laughing* Ew.
Amanda: What what! *looks* Oh...
September: Amanda! Stop staring!
Amanda: I wasn't staring! Staring is looking without blinking! I blinked!

*Laughs* I love all of them! And the thing that we were looking at was the cow's undies. Yups. *nod nod* If you are thinking that I was mean enough to do something to make them show, you should be very ashamed of yourself! I didn't! Although.... I must say that I was very tempted. But me. Touch her. Never! I may catch her slut germs! Heaven forbid that happen. Anyway, you know how you accidentally show a bit too much skin when your jeans are too low? (Applies to girls only when we sit down) No one blames us for that happening because it happens to the best of us. And with jeans so low nowadays, it's pretty much unavoidable. But undies! Oh my sun! (Not that undies are very exciting.) But... I didn't know that cows actually had the decency to wear underpants! *eyes open wide* Her undies were red. Like, red packet red. And translucent. I kid you not! Sure. What we wear under our teeny tiny butt cheek showing shorts/skirts don't matter. Since no one sees it anyway. But ah! The cow flashed every single person behind her with the sight of her translucent red undies.

Maybe it's just me. Maybe... Flashing undies is cool. *hm...* Somehow, I really doubt it. Someone please tell her to put her bits away! No one wants to see her cellulite dimpled thighs and whore coloured underpants (At my table, we all thanked God that she wasn't wearing a thong. Ooh... Maybe if she did, I could've have taken a picture and posted it on the internet or distribute it in school. Damn.). So yes. She should keep her bits to herself (And maybe share them only with mcbastard since he so obviously has an appetite for shamelessness and obscenity.)

Oh. She left the price tag on her shoes too. And the caucasians were laughing at her all day.

I rest my case.

*written @ 9:21 午後.

日曜日, 5月 27, 2007
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No words can describe how upset this picture is making me. The feeling is somewhat similar to the Hikaru scandal. *nod nod* ARGH! Someone make Mike let go of her! Now! o(>.<)o I won't say that she is completely hideous (even though I really really want to) because she is not, but argh! This can't be happening. Why Mike?! Why?! Their entertainment company could learn a thing from JE- No females on stage. (And maybe Mike should take lessons from Kame- Never touch anyone but yourself. *laughs*)

Adrianna keeps rejecting my calls. This is rather irritating because I don't call all that often and she does it on a regular basis.

*sighs* This has not been a very good weekend.

*written @ 5:15 午後.

土曜日, 5月 26, 2007
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On Impluse
Watch that running water.
It might tell you a story.
A story that you may have already known
But refused to accept.
I just want to scream.
To release this agony from inside.
But who would listen to my pathetic sorrows?
Only me, myself and I.
She's always right.
And that argument is like a script.
The ending is always, always the same.
I'm just a pain.

Aileen

*written @ 1:21 午後.

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I once said that I could put up with any amount of crap after coming here. I am so sorry I lied. Truth is, I can't. Not when the crappy thing keeps happening. If this was home, I would smash something out of sheer frustration, call Kelly/Brian, go for coffee and try not to go home till the latest possible time. But now I can't. Everything closes at 5 and the buses are infrequent on weekends. (If you can't already tell, I am trying very hard not to smash anything)

Dawnie said she would go shopping with me today. She fucking said she would! And it's not happening. God, I hate this. I haven't been anywhere besides home and school for months. Months! I've been having all sorts of tests this week and was so looking forward to having some fun. But no. She lied to me. She fucking lied to me. If she was going to be too tired from celebrating someone's birthday she could have told me couldn't she? But she didn't. Instead, she let me be childish and look forward to it. What sucks is, she won't even apologise. She'll get up and decide to boss me to wash the dishes. Oh wait. She didn't. She asked me if I was in a bad mood. *rolls eyes* I stayed in bed for 2 hours getting progressively angrier before I decided that there was no point and started crying.

Right. There's no point in this. She'll never know that I actually looked forward to it and it is now too late to go anywhere.

*written @ 12:54 午後.

金曜日, 5月 25, 2007
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This is so rich. *laughs* The cow actually added me on friendster. Can you believe it? Hm... I'm currently debating on whether I should accept it or not. If I do, it may mean that she might actually talk to me and if I don't it'll be rude. *ponders* Maybe I should be rude.


Oh. And the most ridiculous thing is, she says to never judge a book by it's cover. *laughs* There have been whole industries built upon that line. Namely, the fashion industry. And Get this-She thinks she has a great personality. *Rolls eyes* mcbastard certainly has a thing for shameless girls. I've never spoken to her, so I have nothing to say about her personality. (Maybe it would be a good idea to ask the person the last post was about. But that would mean actually being civil to him-Something I absolutely refuse to do.) But according to Net (Who is the person who knows and likes everyone (Except for mcbastard because I do not like mcbastard and she's my friend) , the cow is a complete... cow! *laughs* Coming from Net, that means something. Great personality? Yeah. And I own Japan. She records every shameless, sordid detail of her scandalous romance in her blog. Which is rather interesting! Interesting in the way that it backs up every single mean, superficial thing I've ever said about her.

Right. This is quite disturbing. I feel that I am enjoying this far too much. Well. At least everyone agrees with me! *beams* (Except for the idiot mentioned in my previous post)

*written @ 3:50 午後.

木曜日, 5月 24, 2007
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The thing I absolutely love about my friends is that they wouldn't do things (not on purpose anyway) that would upset me. And yes, I respect them in the same way. I say this because I have found out something. Not something terrible or horrific, but something that I should have been told about and wasn't. Like, for example... None of my friends would talk to someone I greatly dislike and keep it from me. Let alone go out with him and his girlfriend. I cannot control who other people make friends with, but this? This is rather upsetting. Now I know why he tells me not to insult her. (And I will allow no one to tell me what I can or cannot do) Well.

And I will not be civil to the idiot.

*written @ 6:45 午後.

水曜日, 5月 23, 2007
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More birthday pictures! Are you ready?



I love this picture! Poulty looks like she's going to kill something! *laughs*




The cake that Dawnie bought me! It's like chocolate on chocolate... Absolutely delicous!




Look at those eyebags! O.O And I AM NOT PUDGY! Am I?!




Light those candles!




17 polka-dotted candles on a teeny mudcake




Sisters!




Kissie kissie lips!




Lookie at the gorgeous snowflake that Mango and Belle gave it! It's so pretty!

Jennifer(My lappie) is alive! YES! I am very grateful to Chet for being so nice! He reformatted Jennifer from scratch! He's amazing.. *beams*

I think Dawnie is crazy. *nod nod*

*written @ 4:35 午後.

火曜日, 5月 22, 2007
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If I was ever asked to named the best days of my life, today would most definitely make it on that list! Today was great. That's the only word to describe it. Silly people surprised me with a birthday cake and food! Love all of them! o(>.<)o






Back row (from left): Esther, Boo, Lila, Mimi, Heather. Front row (from left): Mango, September, Poultry, Me, Belle, Bunny, Shi Ping (in front), Chris












Me and my boys! *laughs* From left: Chris, Me, Shi Ping, Bunny






My girls! Although there seem to be quite a few missing. From left: Mango, Me, September






September and I!






We were bored in the music room. *nod nod*






MANGO!!






And it's name is Pujoo (thanks to September) It's a duckie wearing bunny bedroom slippers! O.O (From September, Heather and Chris)






I see a wuffie! I see a wuffie! (From Bunny, Fedora and Izzue!)






And I am evil! *laughs*

I'll tell the story of how they tried all ways to stall me another time! Dawnie's bugging me to go eat!

*written @ 6:12 午後.

日曜日, 5月 20, 2007
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This is odd. I'm usually so excited over my birthday. But this year, I'm like "Hm... Bleah." I have 3 tests on my birthday week! *bangs head on table* Why. Why did I choose to come out during exam period?! I really don't want to revise biology. The thought of it makes me want to die... *sighs*

Bah.

*written @ 12:26 午後.

金曜日, 5月 18, 2007
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I do not like skinny girls. (The only exception being Des and Su-chan) *nod nod* Right. I was looking at this singaporean online shopping website and the models on it were like 163 and 44 kg. *eyes widen* Is that normal?! Let's see... If you use the BMI formula with that height and weight, you get and BMI of 16. If I use my weight and height, I get 20. *realisation hits* Oh. My. Sun. I am fat. NOT. (At least I don't think so)

Technically, A BMI of 16 is considered to be very underweight and unhealthy. When I had a BMI of 16, I made my PE teacher worried and my relatives thought I was anorexic. It's just not normal to be so thin! No one is model sized. So why get stick thin models to drape clothes on? It's baffling.

I thought that Toda Erika was the only person in the world who could be 163 cm and 42 kg. That's normal if you're japanese since all japanese celebrities are really thin. But seeing the models on that site, it so appears that my thought was wrong.

Someone please invent fat injections.

*written @ 4:57 午後.

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Li Ying and Esther! (The dumb things we do before econs)






Belle and me! (This is such an ew picture. Heaven knows why I'm putting it up.)

*written @ 4:53 午後.

火曜日, 5月 15, 2007
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Some time ago:
Anthony: *nudges me with his hands as he walked past*
Me: O.O What the hell!?
Anthony: I wanted to push you then I thought "Nah..."
Me: *raises eyebrow* Uh huh...?

*laughs* Anthony is so weird. He calls me evil's spawn and still lets me ruffle his hair. Which is coincidentally brownish blond. Pretty colour... *grins* I have this strange obsession with hair that is coloured naturally. Anthony's from South Africa and he speaks German! Isn't that cool? It feels good to find someone who cannot torture me with cantonese.

Bunny's been pretty down lately. *sighs* I hate it when people feel down and I can't do anything to help. But man... that boy is in great need of a hug. *nod nod* Oh! I came up with this logic: It's best to be girl. Which may seem to be out of context with what I just typed. *hm...* See... If you need a hug, and you're a guy, you can't hug a guy! That would be gay and weird. And you can't hug a girl either because everyone who tease about it. But if you're a girl, you can hug a girl! And if you hug a guy, no one will say anything because it's sweet for guys to give hugs when needed. *nod nod* Not that guys will actually admit to needing hugs. *sighs* I hope Bunny cheers up soon.

It was 4 degrees in the morning today! It wasn't so bad actually... Except for the teensy little problem that I couldn't feel my hands or feet. *laughs* I decided that I really like scarves. *nod nod* It gives me something to stroke when I don't really want to listen in class. *laughs*

*wiggles* What a bimbo post.

*written @ 6:07 午後.

*/ Golf-Mike - Bounce

*written @ 6:05 午後.

*/ Yaotome Hikaru - Gentles

*written @ 5:50 午後.

*/ SC 20070513 Ya-Ya-yah - Ima Sumo

*written @ 5:46 午後.

月曜日, 5月 14, 2007
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Boredom
I need a makeover. *nod nod* I'm so bored with myself! Everyday, I wear the same old thing and that is so boring. Plus, I hate my hair! It is in great need of a trim. Can't wait to receive my package from Jie! And can't wait to go home so I can shop and wear all my pretty shoes again! *beams*

Stressed out
You wouldn't believe how many tests I have next week! Human biology and economics on the same day! *bangs head on table* Please kill me... And I have to write this stupid compare and contrast essay for ELACS on my birthday! o(>.<)o I always have exams on my birthday! It's not fair!!!

Bah.

*written @ 6:07 午後.

日曜日, 5月 13, 2007
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Happy Ending
Oh weary night, abate thy hour.
Tell me what I need to seek.
This distraction, agony.
A path that is not me.
Romeo Romeo! Wherefore art thou?
Lady midnight with all her beauty,
Scares me restless with her sounds.
Prediction, Prophecy.
Father Time.
Unveil your secrets.
I need them now.
I want to know.
The ending of my wistful fairytale.

Aileen

I wish I could say Happy Mother's Day to her again. And buy her some cheapskate gift like I used to. But I can't and that's that. *sighs* I miss her.

*written @ 5:52 午後.

金曜日, 5月 11, 2007
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Right. There's just something about this situation that seems very familiar. The humouring of all my rants, the incessant questions... It feels like I've been through it before. And yes! I have indeed. I call it the aaron situation. It's just like someone pushed the rewind button and it's happening all over again! To a less mean extent. At least I'm not getting stupid irritating one word answers and giving chemistry tuition. Maybe I should be glad for that.

Everytime I really, really like someone, they never like me back! Why is that? And when I don't really like someone, they always like me and I have to think of how I'm going to deal with them. Argh. *bangs head on table* Why why why why why! It's like some horrible twist of fate. Of course there's always the "go get what you want" theory, but in this particular situation, it's just not working. Or maybe I'm not being direct or shameless enough. That can't be right! I think the only thing I haven't done is scream "I like you" in his face and heaven forbid that I do that. How will I face myself in future if I do?

Maybe he doesn't like me for me. Maybe... My personality's too unstable and I'm not pretty enough (If you think that there can't be a guy who would think and say that, you are very wrong.). But he doesn't seem like one of those monsters who think things like that. I'm one of those girls who can feel it when a guy likes her (whether or not I choose to say anything about it is a different matter) but I can't feel him. It's odd. It's so mixed! It's confusing me! o(>.<)o

There's a manga about a robot who was made to be the perfect boyfriend. Yeah. I want one of those robots.

*written @ 5:12 午後.

水曜日, 5月 09, 2007
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Puppeteer
Do you notice?
The way I am around you.
How I never let my eyes meet yours.
If I do, I fear that I'll never be able to look away.
And all I'll remember is the silence that's mine.

I wish I could be free.
From the chains that pull me to you.
But yet, it's so difficult.
For if that's freedom, I don't really want it.

Not now anyway.

Aileen

*Laughs* Maybe it's because I've finally gone completely insane. Or maybe... I've been hanging out with September too much. But it's been a pretty good couple of days! I've been smiling (according to an unknown person on my tagboard) and laughing a lot lately. And my general morning mood has better much better. It's so weird. *nod nod* September says that I've become less short-tempered. So, (I say this with lots of confidence) I think I will be able to put up with almost any amount of crap without hitting anything/anyone. *beams*

Papa's gone to Japan! This is so exciting! Wonder what he'll bring back....

*written @ 4:52 午後.

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Happy 14th Birthday Yamada-Kun!

*written @ 4:36 午後.

火曜日, 5月 08, 2007
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Guess what? The term slut face is no longer valid. Well, not for the original slut face anyway. Actually... I don't think there is a slut face anymore. It would probably go to spelling bee's new girlfriend (he apparently dumped slut face. Don't ask me how I know), but his new girlfriend has no idea of the atrocities her current boyfriend has committed. Well. It's not like he would actually say " I didn't have the guts to tell this girl that she was way out of my reach so I trumatised her by getting another girlfriend whom I met at her house, during the chinese new year dinner she invited me to." Hm... Maybe if he's lucky enough, I'll stay in a good mood (been pretty good moodish these couple of days) and not tell her about it. She asked me for directions one and doesn't have one of those irritating accents so maybe it won't be too bad. *envisions the thought of me telling her about it and hearing her say "Yup. I know. So?"* Oh my sun. What if that happens?! Right. Let's debate about this somemore.

Happy birthday to me soon! *WOOHOO*

*written @ 4:49 午後.

日曜日, 5月 06, 2007
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Mobile phone galore!




Pav, Anna (Mango), Belle and me




Pav, Mango, Belle (Bells can fly?!), Net and me (sorry for the bad quality... was taken with a mobile)




Pav, Mango, Shaney, me and Belle




Because I love and miss him very much....

THANKS TO PANDA FOR THE PRETTY LAYOUT!! 本当にありがとうね！

*written @ 12:56 午前.

水曜日, 5月 02, 2007
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For some reason, I felt so sleepy today. Belle and I were both struggling not to fall asleep during economics! Even though I was looking at the screen, and seemingly paying attention, I was completely brain dead. Like while Stuart (econs teacher) was talking about some business cycle thing, I was day-dreaming about being in Horikoshi High (Which coincidentally happened to be an all boys school in my imagination. Whahaha). Right. I am a warped person.

*Sniffle sniffle* I think I caught a cold.

*written @ 9:19 午後.