水曜日, 9月 30, 2009
*/ Super Junior-M(슈퍼주니어-M)_Super Girl(슈퍼걸)_뮤직비디오(MusicVideo)
Ooh. Now that's how to wear to suit.
*written @ 10:05 午後.
火曜日, 9月 29, 2009
did I tell you I'm in a good mood today
cos I had a good lesson just now
well, it's the class with the very attitude problem boy, who is rather cute
he slouches in the corner
but I think he's very bright cos I can tell he's listening even though he's pretending that he's not
so anyway, he ignored me throughout the class and just did his own thing
so I was like, watever
then, after class, he looked for me in the staff room and handed me his homework
and was all polite and smiled
i can just imagine larh
i think also cuz you never disturb him
when I ask the class to do work, he will just slouch in his corner and not do it lor
I just read his homework!!
"I play with friends. I eating many foods. I listen like music. I go to meet Jin Akanishi (Her current love and 80% of the reason she's in Japan). I talking my family."
I'm not bluffing!!!!!
I like him
*written @ 2:24 午後.
日曜日, 9月 27, 2009
About the words I can't say.
I just want to hide under some covers
And will it all away.
Maybe it's not that I hate the world
But the other way around.
It bothers me.
That no one sees things the way I do.
I don't need to be protected.
If that what protection is.
Being understood is a luxery
Of which the lack of is nothing unusual.
I want it close to me.
And yet I want it far away.
Thus a feeling one cannot express.
Despite this terrible agony,
Am I the one who doesn't understand?
*written @ 10:37 午後.
金曜日, 9月 25, 2009
I need a break from things I have to do and "have" to attend. *sighs* I don't understand why people can't just leave me alone. Rostering me on for things without asking me, putting me on fucking "drinks duty", mandatory lunches to "catch up", being upset with me for not turning up... Enough dammit.
I'm tired. And my life does not revolve around doing things for people who fucking decide things without having the courtesy to ask me personally. So. Go away.
Oh. And it is my belief that I am still an individual. I can't understand why people who I have spoken less than 50 words to are inviting me to things! And when I go, I get slammed for being anti-social (even though I never denied that fact in the first place) and quiet and Heaven knows what else. Being an individual, I also habour the belief that I deserve my own invitation. I mean, if you want me to go, don't just put me down just because I am someone's plus one. If people can't be bothered to print an extra piece of paper, I don't see why I should be bothered to spare the time. I don't want to be invited out of just politeness. Invite me because you actually want me there. I'm a human being. I have feelings. Try this: If you don't know what my chinese name is, you probably don't care if I get into an accident and therefore should not invite me to whatever it is you're inviting a certain someone to.
You know what? I am never going to have a party. Or anything involving a lot of people in a place. All these stupid "polite presents" that I have to wonder about for people who I don't know.
Fucking hate last-minuteness. Why is it so difficult to tell me earlier that something is cancelled or on? Why must everything be done by mass email? I don't read and reply mass emails. If you want people to reply to something, email them personally so that I don't get spammed! Honestly, I don't care. Whatever the email is about, I don't care.
I am not going to check my email for like the next week.
And pick up my phone and answer any messages.
Unless they're from someone whose shares the same genetic structure as me and/or someone(s) who I assume will seriously consider donating an organ to me if need be and vice versa.
So. Just leave me the fuck alone.
For all you know, I'm locked up somewhere underground and far, far away from the likes of all this stupidity.
Bother certain people to get to me and I promise I will be severely pissed off.
*written @ 10:27 午後.
火曜日, 9月 22, 2009
Samson preparing food on the night of his birthday party.
Derwin with the ultimate "I hate that she's taking a picture of me" face. *grins*
Look Jie! Cherry sneakers!
Adrian! Who did that knowing full well that I was taking a picture. =/
Heather and I before I headed off for someone's graduation.
The boys before a birthday party. *laughs*
*written @ 2:34 午後.
月曜日, 9月 21, 2009
The answer is yes. Yes. I have once again woken up to find that I have slept through my class. Joy. And the funny thing is, I can't tell if my alarm did ring or not.
I think it did, but yet again, I kinda think it didn't. I'm habouring a thought on the lines of "Did I dream it?" But I couldn't have. Could I?
It doesn't make any sense if I did. I mean. I alway set my alarm ages before I go to bed. I've never forgotten to set it since... Ever. I think. So. How is it possible that I overslept and woke up to no trace of my alarm being there?
Maybe I did set it. And it rang. And I did something on the lines of turning it of. But if so, why is it that I have no recollection whatsoever of those actions?
Hm. Well. A day in is always good.
And it took me 3 hours to get through 2 japanese exercises. Of which the possibly of them being complete gibberish is rather high.
*written @ 4:37 午後.
金曜日, 9月 18, 2009
Well. At this particular moment anyway.
I just can't tell what I want from life and vice versa. And sometimes, it seems as though I intentionally look for the unhappiness in situations. *sighs* Maybe this constitutes the beginnings of one of my uncontrollable psychotic freak outs.
The night before, I couldn't help but lie wide awake and analyse all of my choices/actions. Of course, this ended up with me feeling horrible and wanting to purchase something exorbitantly expensive. Seriously. I need to stop digging my own pit of self pity.
Maybe... I'm just in a bit of a mood.
A mood that makes me want to retreat into my deep dark corner.
For an extended period of time.
*written @ 2:59 午後.
木曜日, 9月 17, 2009
but you have mt everest high standards of outward beauty.
That is so not true. Mount Fuji maybe. But certainly not Mount Everest. *nods*
*written @ 1:58 午後.
水曜日, 9月 09, 2009
Help me with a favour pretty please? *cute face*
Go to here
and pick KAT-TUN for the concert bit!
Thanks. I love you all many many. =)
*written @ 2:25 午後.
土曜日, 9月 05, 2009
SO CUTE. I want. *laughs*
*written @ 1:51 午後.
水曜日, 9月 02, 2009
1) Stop consuming so much hello panda
2) Stop consuming so much sugar.
3) Start going on a low carb no fat diet.
4) Start doing crunches again. =/
5) Study more.
6) Stop wishing that my assignment would write itself.
7) Actually write my assignment.
8) Get a hair cut.
9) pass driving. (that idea. ARGH)
10) Actually sleep at night.
11) Eat real veggies.
12) Stop eating fast food.
13) Stop thinking spiteful thoughts.
*written @ 8:35 午後.