火曜日, 4月 29, 2008
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Why. Why did I do it? WHY?! *bangs head on table* I had to pick law. Just had to. Wouldn't pick international business or mass communication. No! Wouldn't! Had to be a smartass and pick law. *runs around screaming* It is screwing up my brain completely! I can't even type proper english anymore. It's horrible!

I have this assignment on wills. I have to write about 750 words about someone's sister being entitled to his estate. Only 750 words you say. It's so easy you say. What rubbish! You have to examine the validity of the will made out to his ex-wife as well. And! You have to fucking reference. It is my belief that in hell, they make the evil people of the world reference all day. IT IS THAT PAINFUL! When you're not allowed to use sentences that are made up of more than 20 words, hence, whence and other seemingly useless words, 750 words is a lot.

Every time I write something, I ask myself "Is it passive? Is it too long? Am I confusing the reader? Any nominalisations? Are the modifiers in the right place?" I CAN'T JUST WRITE ANYTHING ANYMORE! *cries* It's driving me nuts. So nuts, that the voice in my head is speaking in a british accent. I AM BEING REDUCED INTO A USELESS HEAP OF GOO BY THE LANGUAGE I SO CLAIMED TO LOVE. God. Help me.

Head. Hurts. Ow.

*written @ 10:50 午後.

月曜日, 4月 28, 2008
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Revised list!

1) The Persimmon Tree by Bryce Courtenay
2) A Burberry scarf (In the original brown with checks design)
3) The silver Christian Louboutin maryjanes that I fell in love with at first sight
4) The quilted Chanel handbag with light blue lining (*sighs*)
5) A ring from the Christian Dior skull jewellary line
6) The pretty floating diamond necklace from Tiffiny and Co.
7) A blue Docomo mobile! (*twinkle in eye*)
8) Tommy Girl perfume
9) A yukata!
10) Bedroom slippers. (You'd need them if you were in my house too)
11) Sponser my haircut at Komachi? (How much can that cost you ask. *laughs*)
12) A Gucci book bag (Everyone has one. I want one! *laughs*)
13) New Haviannas. (This I really do need)
14) Junno/Hikaru/Hikaru(yups. there are 2 for a reason)/Toma
15) True Religon jeans (This is always here. *laughs*)
16) The red heart earrings from SWATCH
17) A dingly dangly for my mobile (It looks so... plain)
18) A new mobile (There was a blue one from sony that I kinda liked)
19) A backless top
20) Espidrilles(sp?)
21) Tankini!
22) A green bikini! *beams*
23) Really high topped sneakers
24) Face masks! (one can never have too many)
25) Burberry pumps (I saw this girl wear them today and AHHHH! So pretty.)
26) A Marc by Marc Jacobs bag (In red!*beams*)
27) Stila lip glaze in strawberry
28) Chanel nail polish in Cherry (PRETTY PLEASE?)
29) A supplmentary card
30) A debit card (I know I already have NETS but a debit just looks so much cooler.)
31) Zig Zag book 7 in chinese
32) Clothes!(*laughs* I'm just so sick of my image.)

*written @ 10:33 午後.

木曜日, 4月 24, 2008
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Me! *beams*


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Me and Dawnie!

We just got back from Jen's birthday party.

*written @ 12:07 午前.

水曜日, 4月 23, 2008
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Birthday list! (I just like doing this since I do it every year. *laughs* Don't take it seriously.)

1) The Persimmon Tree by Bryce Courtenay
2) A Burberry scarf (In the original brown with checks design)
3) The silver Christian Louboutin maryjanes that I fell in love with at first sight
4) The quilted Chanel handbag with light blue lining (*sighs*)
5) A ring from the Christian Dior skull jewellary line
6) The pretty floating diamond necklace from Tiffiny and Co.
7) A blue Docomo mobile! (*twinkle in eye*)
8) Tommy Girl perfume
9) A yukata!
10) Bedroom slippers. (You'd need them if you were in my house too)
11) Sponser my haircut at Komachi? (How much can that cost you ask. *laughs*)
12) A Gucci book bag (Everyone has one. I want one! *laughs*)
13) New Haviannas. (This I really do need)
14) Junno/Hikaru/Hikaru(yups. there are 2 for a reason)/Toma
15) True Religon jeans (This is always here. *laughs*)
16) The red heart earrings from SWATCH
17) A dingly dangly for my mobile (It looks so... plain)
18) A new mobile (There was a blue one from sony that I kinda liked)
19) A backless top
20) Espidrilles(sp?)
21) Tankini!
22) A green bikini! *beams*
23) Really high topped sneakers
24) Face masks! (one can never have too many)

More addtions may be coming soon! *laughs*

*written @ 11:14 午後.

金曜日, 4月 18, 2008
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Paper Soulmate
Waiting patiently in silence.
As the lover of my soul.
It is the harshest judgement
And the most generous gift of all.
Only they who understand
Can accept the intensity of which it burns.
Yet, it says nothing.
Nothing that one does not already know.
A friend, lover and an everlasting need.
Maybe because it is
Me.

Aileen

*written @ 4:55 午後.

日曜日, 4月 13, 2008
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Random pictures! I was supposed to post them last week but... you know how pocrastinatin is.


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I can't for the life of me remember why we were making the sushi.


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But don't we look happy! *laughs* If you're wondering why my hair looks so ridiculous, it's because I hadn't showered yet. =P


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Left (from top): Nick, Cassandra, Me and Dawnie
Right (from top): Ian's mum, Ian's dad, Ian and Esther who is taking the picture.
Nick and Cassandra are the cousins of Esther's boyfriend who came from Melbourne for a visit. We were at Ciao Italia for dinner! Oh. Ian is from Esther's cell group and guess what! He is September's tutor! *laughs* How small the world is.


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Dawnie and me! I look like that because Esther insisted on taking the picture with my mouth full. =/


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Teehee!

Right. I've typed a page of my assignment, posted pictures and now it's time to wash the dishes!

Joy.

*written @ 3:49 午後.

土曜日, 4月 12, 2008
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Get this.

According to the National University of Singapore(NUS) website, I need to graduate in the top 30% of my cohort to qualify for NUS graduate law.

*dramatic silence*

WHAT. THE. FUCK. Look, I know that everyone hates lawyers but that is no excuse for making it so difficult to get into the damn course! You may argue that being a lawyer is so difficult and there's so much to know and blah blah blah. Whatever. There's a template! Once you get a case, you listen to the client's side of the story, look for relevant statutes and case law, indentify the cause of action(what to sue for), the elements to that cause of action, the burden of proof, fomulate an argument and you're pretty much ready to go! (Of course, you have to back up your argument with the law and apply the law to the facts) It's really not all that tough! (At least now it isn't)

Sure, I understand that NUS is tough to get into and they want the best. But still! I'm slaving away for 6 years! And I may not gain entry. IN WHAT WAY IS THAT FAIR?! Besides, even if I do gain entry and graduate from NUS with a diploma in graduate law, I may not be able to practice. THE IDIOCY OF IT ALL!

That's it. I'm not going to be a lawyer. Law graduates have the lowest level of unemployment. I'm sure I won't starve.

To think that my hatred for the Singapore Ministry of Education didn't stop after high school.

BAH.

*written @ 5:08 午後.

金曜日, 4月 11, 2008
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A Haunted Heart
Maybe it's the night that makes one sad-
The darkness in which melancholy reigns.
The possibly of retiring
From the emptiness one needs not.

Aileen

*written @ 11:57 午後.

水曜日, 4月 09, 2008
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Maybe it's not so bad afterall
When I got up at 7 30 this morning, I was hating my life so much. When you have to spend 1.5 hours to get to school for a measky 2 hours, you will understand that feeling. Anyway, I was really early for my first class. So I just stood outside and waited until the class before mine was finished. People from my class started arriving and because I was standing outside, they all did. -.-""

Steven (my tutor) came out, gave us this "What the hell" look and shooed us all in the classroom. *laughs* Steven is really hot. *nods* I didn't think so at my first tutorial with him. Maybe it was because he was wearing flip flops. *hm...* But whoa. It was fun to look at him for an hour. *laughs*

But that still doesn't mean that I like waking up at 7 30.

私は日本は行きます!
I am so excited about my Japan trip with my family! "o(>.<)o" We're going to Osaka, Kyoto, Yokohama and Tokyo. *smiles* But the thing is, we're not getting a guide. So! According to Jie, they'll be relying on my lousy japanese speaking skills. O.O It's freaking me out a little. *nods* But whoa. So excited!

Orange stuff
Dawnie made sweet potato mash yesterday. Even though it was a random attempt, it was SO GOOD!! I can live on that stuff. *nods ernestly*

How does a ponytail stay up? (Random I know)

*written @ 3:11 午後.

金曜日, 4月 04, 2008
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I am looking at my living room and all I can think of is "...". *laughs* (I am actually in particularly bad mood but in order to avoid any misconceptions about how my bad mood came about, I shall try to make this paragraph as happy as I possibly can.) Esther (New housemate)has 2 friends visiting from Melbourne who are staying with us for a couple of days. They obviously need a bed to sleep on. So! They have unattached the cushiony part of the couch from the frame and have brought it to Esther's room. Now, while that's all fine and dandy, it leaves me nothing to sit on! "o(>.<)o" I'm just staring at the pitiful looking skeleton of the couch and feeling a sense of... I don't know. A sense of "hm". *laughs* Ah well. I guess I can live with not sitting on a couch for 3 days.

One thing that's been nagging at me lately is how people never remember to turn off electrical devices at the socket when they're done. Yes. It is incovenient and a possible waste of energy, but! It helps slow down the process of us getting fried by the environment! Why people don't get that is beyond me. Sure, the whole global warming may be scam. But! Would saving a little energy hurt? I mean- It's 25 degrees outside and I'm already uncomfortable from the heat. Can you imagine when it's 50+ degrees?!

Well. It probably will be soon since no one ever remembers that actions always have consequences.

*written @ 4:01 午後.

火曜日, 4月 01, 2008
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Random:

1) I got really lucky on monday! *nods* Well, apart from the fact that Shawn (A friend of Dawnie's friend) was supposed to help me reserve a computer while I got my stuff and didn't. *growls* I had to wait ages for another one to be free. Anyway... Lucky lucky! Amos (He spells it that way. Not me. Some of you may know him as 23 year old guy or duckie.) bought me free MnMs! *beams* Well. He bought them for himself but let me eat e whole packet. *laughs* And! Kenji (Italian guy whose real name is Riccardo. Don't ask.) dorve me home! He is SO nice. But before you guys get any ideas, he drove Jenny home as well. So. He's just WAY nice.

2) My hair is becoming helmet shaped. *scowls*

3) I hav 2 gigantic pimples on my chin. Hate break outs and hormones.

4) I have new pajamas! They're bright pink and have doggies and puppy love drawn all over! "o(>.<)o" (Great. Now the whole world knows I have pink PJs.)

5) Long, short, feminine, funky, blond or dark coloured?! So cannot decide what to do with my hair.

6) 2 assignments due on the same day. Kill me now.

7)I have no idea what to wear tomorrow.

8) IT'S FINALLY AUTUMN! *pumps fist in air*

Man. I hate university.

*written @ 9:29 午後.