日曜日, 8月 30, 2009
*/ Christina Aguilera - Ain't No Other Man
Never noticed before but she was HOT.
*written @ 11:48 午後.
土曜日, 8月 29, 2009
*/ Take That：how deep is your love
AWESOME SONG! Weird video.
*written @ 2:02 午前.
金曜日, 8月 28, 2009
*/
It's astounding that time can pass so quickly. Even though the speed it moves at never changes, why does it seem that it gets faster as one gets older?
Is it because after awhile, our lives become so routine and monotonous that we just busy ourselves and stop bothering about time? Or is it because our lives become so enriched with interests and chasing dreams that an hour seems like a minute?
I saw an entry which I wrote in 2007. For some reason, it seems so long ago and yet it seems like yesterday. Ironic, I know. I've changed so much in a span of 2 years. However, I remember my feelings then as if they only happened yesterday.
5 years ago, I couldn't imagine ever recovering. Not only have I recovered, but I've learnt to fend for myself(to some extent)against the cruel world. Oddly enough, my perception of people has never changed. Never has the Salem Witch Trials made so much sense.
Well. So much for a train of abstract thought.
Random:
1) Seriously. I need to go on a diet. *nod nod*
2) Heather has been having a rather interesting life lately. *grins*
3) The thought of having to sit for driving again makes me wanna vomit.
4) I wonder what brought on this mellow, contemplative mood.
5) Colours of the wind in mandarin is really nice.
6) Man. I wish I could dance.
7) I have to stop being late for everything.
8) AKI AKI AKI.
9) I'm content. =)
*written @ 11:21 午後.
火曜日, 8月 25, 2009
*/
People horrify me. The way some people can be so mean and inconsiderate to another person is just... disgusting. There's no other word for it.
It's just not right to say something in front of someone and twist it the moment they turn their backs. If you feel so strongly about something, why can't you just tell the person to their face? It's just unacceptable to air your opinions to other people when you don't have the courtesy to mention them to the person straight.
It's amazing how bitchy people in certain groups can be. The moment they know something, it spreads like wildfire. Even when that information isn't theirs to tell. Imagine. These are the people that apparently advocate "Do unto thy neighbour as one would like thy neighbour to do unto oneself". But really, they're just in this little world where they don't bother about anyone else but themselves.
Why does he need to know? He's not anyone to me. If I needed someone, he wouldn't be anywhere on my call list. And vice versa. I mean, I'm not even friends with him. The idea that I have to tell him something because he's responsible for me is ludicrous. The only person responsible for me is me. The only people that I have to tell anything to are my loved ones. I wish I hadn't told him-It goes against all my principles. The idea that I HAVE to do anything is ridiculous. I do the things I do because I want to (or someone I love wants me to). The "you can tell Aileen what to do" wheel will never spin to him. EVER.
I may be mean but at least I'm upfront about it. Rather than sneaking around being snakes in the grass.
Really. The nerve of some people.
*written @ 5:57 午後.
月曜日, 8月 24, 2009
*/
Chloe and I just before she headed off to the Academy and Anberlin concert.
Fooling around at the Bong's!
Totally love this picture! Alden(kid) is so cute! Wanna kidnap him and keep him as a pet. *nod nod*
*written @ 6:08 午後.
日曜日, 8月 23, 2009
*/
I realise. That I have an assignment due in 3 weeks and... I haven't started reading anything about it yet. Stop rolling your eyes at me! I know that to you, I have plenty of time to do it. But but but but! Argh. It's a late start for me. It's because I obsess about it and think about it and try not to kill myself over it. *nod nod* But well... I guess that if I have less time to re-write it, the less I will and maybe I'll not over edit it. For once. Hm.
And I have 1 due on friday. YIKES.
Kill me.
Worship
I am officially in the worship ministry for church. *nod nod* How and why. I keep asking myself that and it keeps coming up as "I don't really mind." But. They want me to go observe set up and everything. At like.... 8 in the morning. On a Sunday. *sigh*
Seriously. Kill me.
*written @ 8:09 午後.
火曜日, 8月 11, 2009
*/
Yet. *laughs* It's weird. Everything's been going really good lately. Not that my life is totally depressing but I usually have a mindful of worries haunting me. But at least for now, they've gone away.
Until I decided that I should start driving lessons again. And no one is picking up the phone at the school. =/
I have never not wanted to do anything so much.
Bah.
*written @ 3:20 午後.
木曜日, 8月 06, 2009
*/
I write this to my sisters
Who are inevitably upset with me.
I wish to say I'm sorry.
As sorry as I'll ever be.
I apologise for not telling you,
For it didn't seem the time.
So Sincere my apology
That it even makes me rhyme.
I ask for your forgiveness
With the promise of never again.
I've indeed learnt my lesson
And have had my ears in pain.
Please don't disown me. =(
For Dawnie and Jie.
Aileen
*written @ 3:59 午後.
