金曜日, 3月 30, 2007
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Me: Chris... Have you ever watched Treasure Planet? You know, the Disney cartoon like 10 years ago?
Chris: YES. The soundtrack is...
Me: WICKED! Isn't it?! That song is so nice!
September: Does anyone find it weird that I have never watched The Lion King?
Chris+Poulty: WHAT! You've never watched Lion King?! That's... Awful!

*Laughs* Disney is like this universal language that everyone knows and loves. There's just something about it that activate all the endorphines in your body and make you smile. I wished that I lived in Disneyland. That way, there will be no retards to irritate me and I would be happily taking rides on space mountain and the haunted mansion all day. *sighs*

Matthew: *strolls into ELACS carrying this tower (it was literally a tower) of food*
Me: Whoa! That's a lot of food!
Matthew: Yes! I'm hungry today.
Kumu: Are you sharing it?
Matthew: No... All mine! *magically produces a bun and places it on top of the tower*
Kumu and I: O.O

Matthew is so cute! Man. I should have taken a picture of the tower! He put it on the table and you couldn't see his face behind it! Matthew and Terry were punching each other all through ELACS. And when I said "Children, children... Don't fight." Matthew pushed my face to look the other way and said "Don't look!" *laughs*

Some of the malaysians have to go back home this week for a scholarship interview. Isn't that so wow? But of them look super irritated with the fact that they have to go back. According to them, even if you get the scholarship, you don't get to choose what country you want to go to study. You get posted to places like Egypt, India and places like that.

So I went around doing this all day:
Me: Have fun when you go back! Flop your interview!
Fedora: Yes! *laughs* I know you'll miss me very much if I don't come back. And I don't wanna go for the thing.
Me: YEAH. *hugs*
Me: (background info: Khang Wee will most probably be sent to Japan if he gets the scholarship) Go! Do well for your interview! Then if you get sent to Japan, pack me in your suitcase and bring me along!
Kang Wee: But I don't want to go!
September and I: Why not?!
Khang Wee: I can't speak japanese! I'll just die....
Me: *laughs* Stay here then!
Khang Wee: Yeah. Then you can see me everyday!
Me: Yes! *laughs* Can ruffle your hair everyday.

So yes. I hope that they all flop their interviews! Life would be so sad and boring without Fedora and Khang Wee. And Izzue (her name is the name of the brand I like in Hong Kong! Ohoh! Panda, Adrianna and Cassie! Lets go to Hong Kong together one day! I have free tour guides and hopefully we won't bump into the epitome of bad taste). Hope they all flop! *laughs* Without Izzue, who am I going to hug before applicable maths every tuesday? Hope she stays in Canning....

*written @ 4:00 午後.

木曜日, 3月 29, 2007
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It was disgusting and excessively horrific. Yet, it was morbidly fascinating. The harlot and spelling bee. For example, you always think that someone is nice until they end up with a slut girlfriend. And when that happens, you can't help but be thankful. Why? For the simple reason that you did not ever date the guy currently with a slut girlfriend. So yes! I am immensely thankful that I did not/will not ever have a thing for stupidity.

Yes. I am still harping about the slut face and her current squeeze. Not for the reason that I am jealous or bitter. It's more like... "Of all the girls in the world, why the slut face?!" I was thinking about it all day. And getting rather irritated with myself. *nod nod* But now, I have an answer. It's because harlots are easy. I use harlot as a metaphor beacuse although the slut isn't literally one, she sure reminds me of it.

Me: This is the epitome of revolting.
Sunita: Maybe he's just doing this to get back at you.
Me: Hm... Maybe not. Maybe he really likes her.
Sunita: Well! Both of the reasons show he's retarded anyway.

*laughs* I love all my friends!

Just give me another day. I'll stop my rants by tomorrow. There's not point is asking why a slut is a slut and why she and her significant other both seem to be devoid of neuro sensory cells and a cerebrum.

*written @ 5:50 午後.

水曜日, 3月 28, 2007
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I don't understand. Despite having an IQ of 118 and studied in the country with the most advanced education system and doing rather well at it, this situation completely baffles me.

Horrifying. Yes. The only word to describe the situation is horrifying. Well... maybe it's not the only word. There's disgusting, shocking, irritating, appetite loss inducing (which it actually did), bitchy, stupid and yeah. Oh! Not forgetting, INCREDIBLY BASTARDFIED. Or if seen from another perpective, SLUTFIED. I swear that my eyes are hurting. Like, oh my sun! This is worse than the time I discovered smex. And the time I discovered smex was really, really bad.

Let's paint a senario. I'll call the guy spelling bee and the girl... a harlot. *laughs* Let's add another girl! I'll call her... Mocha.

This stupidity
Oh my sun!
This can't be true!
Let me pass this shameless story,
From these words, to you.

Mocha today was fine and dandy,
Smiling face and eyes of candy.
She turned on her laptop, lo and behold!
Saw spelling bee with a harlot in tow.

Shocked were the emotions that prevailed through her spite.
Mocha was disgusted and completely horrified.
She called for her sister and those who she loved,
To see the potraits of cursed and betrayal.

She couldn't believe it.
Why her of all?!
They were combined,
Through Mocha and her call.

Epitome of halloween,
That Harlot was.
Scary and bitchy, freakish and crude.
Love for all evil. That fact is true.

Remember this story,
This amazing truth.
Fret not for Mocha.
Whom no one soothes.

For those who love Mocha will understand.
The horror of this story.
The bane of my stand.

Aileen

If you don't know what happened, ask me and I will be really happy to tell you.

*written @ 7:59 午後.

火曜日, 3月 27, 2007
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Dawnie: If someone tries to enter the house, throw onions at them!
Me: O.O Why onions?
Dawnie: Because we have lots and neither of us likes onions.
Me: Wouldn't it be more effective to throw a used pad at them? *grins*
Dawnie: *laughs*

My neighbour's house got burgled. Yups. Seriously. It got burgled. *nod nod* This is quite scary. I've never heard of someone's house getting burgled. *bangs head on table* Well duh, I've heard of houses getting burgled but none so close to me. This is.... Scary! 怖い!

Oh oh! Guess what! I'm getting a 77.5 average for Applicable maths! o(>.<)o *laughs* Actually I wasn't really doing too well, but thanks to my EPW test, I got pushed up! I got the same marks for the test as Khang Wee. Which is something that I am very proud of. *nod nod* Khang Wee is this seriously smart kid. Plus, he's quite cute too! (In a cute bunny rabbit, ruffly kinda way)

Conversation:
May: My hands are cold! *grabs my hand* (The max temperature today is 21 degrees)
Me: Why are you grabbing my hands for! I don't have any pockets to put them in to make them warm for you! *notices that Khang Wee has his hands nice and snug in the pockets of his jacket*
Why don't you hold Khang Wee's hands?! Khang Wee, let September hold your hand.
Khang Wee: Orh. *holds out hand*
May: Yay! *grabs hand*
Me: *notices that his hands are all cracked and dry and starts scrutinising them*
Khang Wee: Yeah. My hands are all dry and rotting
Me: OMS! Go and borrow hand cream from one of the girls! *ruffle ruffle*
Jasper: Eh! My hands also! So painful...
Me and May: Nevermind. No one's interested in holding your hand anyway. *laughs*
Khang Wee: *pokes Jasper and laughs happily*

*laughs* Dumb conversations like that really make my life a lot more worth living!

*written @ 4:33 午後.

日曜日, 3月 25, 2007
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Right. This is bad. I'm letting things pile up! o(>.<)o Because of my dumbness, I am left with a whole lot of revision to do and very little time to do it all. Dammit. Aileen, Aileen.... Why do you never learn!? In order to not ever repeat this mistake, I have come up with a list of resolutions that I have full intention of abiding/trying to abide by.

Resolutions:
1. Do homework on the day the concept is learnt.
2. Revise things learnt everyday. No slacking
3. Watch less TV.
4. Go online less.
5. Focus for just an hour everyday. (ARGH. Need to stop my brain from day-dreaming)
6. Put more effort into studying
7. Pay more attention in class! (Need to stop day-dreaming in applic, physical science, bio and econs! Crap. That's everything!)
8. Stop wondering why everyone else is doing so well when I already know the reason! (They do regular revision while I don't)
9. Stop writing poetry! *hits hand*
10. Stop worrying about my complexion. (I want to not care how many pimples I have and focus on what's important!!)
11. Stare into space less. (I can do that all day...)
12. STOP PROCRASTINATING
13. Find a source of motivation (I remember the time I used to do everything really fast so I had more time to day dream)
14. Do not multi-task (FOCUS GIRL! FOCUS!!!)
15. Think "I can do this" and not "Kill me now" when I look at bio
16. TRY MY VERY HARDEST TO GET INTO LAW (I've never reached my goal for any exam. And I am determined to reach this one)
17. Be more determined and go after what I want
18. Stop whining.
19. Stop typing dumb blog posts
20. Excercise more.

Someone please tell me that I can do this...

*written @ 11:17 午前.

金曜日, 3月 23, 2007
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懂れのEgoist

振り向いて誘うくちび
動じないフリもう無理
逸る僕を指一ついさめて
千の表情でどれだけ恋を
奪ってきたのlady

All night
囁く声ねだって
時に無邪気に歌って
飽きが来たなら眠ってまたどこいこの?
遊びまじりのキスで急に涙浮かべて
触れたら急に笑って惑わせるのは
憧れのEgoist

音楽:八乙女光

Right. I tried to type out my post in chinese, but as you can tell, I failed miserably. *nod nod* But don't laugh at me! You know as well as I do that I can speak better mandarin than you. All of you! *whahahahaha* I shall go back to school in July and speak to Miss Si in my (according to May) from China sounding madarin. *laughs*

You know... I have no idea whether I'm going fo cell or not. Sounds dumb doesn't it? *nod nod* Every week, I never know who is picking me up and what time they are coming. Plus, I never really recieve any confirmation. So....? I wait. Which is way sickening. Like, right now, I want to download 花より男 but I can't because I have no idea what time my ride is coming. Or whether I actually have a ride coming. *rolls eyes* Well, at least Dawnie isn't having cell at home today-so I don't have to stay in my room if I'm not going.

I love May. Love her to bits! She came home with me because I needed and asked her to. Where can you find friends like that? It was a very nice thing for her to do because she is completely unfamiliar with the area around my house. Can't imagine not knowing her. But as much as I love her, I have no intention to convert her to christianity. *shakes head* Actually. I have no itention of converting anyone. Hm...

Love May.

*written @ 4:29 午後.

木曜日, 3月 22, 2007
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Me: *shoves Kevin's hand off the chair and sits down* *looks up*
Me: Hey... Kevin's friend is quite cute yeah.
May: *looks* I guess he looks ok...
Kevin: *grabs another chair and sits down after talking to his friend*
May: Aileen thinks your friend is cute.
Kevin: *looks at me with a mischievous glint in his eyes*
Me: What.
Kevin: *whips handphone out* You want his number? *grins*
Me: No. Since when did I say I wanted anyone's number?
Kevin: Ah... You didn't say... But I know your heart!
Me: WTH! You've only known me for like what. 3 months?! *laughs*
Kevin: *does his stupid monkey smile*
Me: *laughs really hard and starts to feel hot* *Takes off sweater*
Kevin: O.O (I was wearing a spagetthi strapped top underneath) Why didn't you take that off when Ari(his friend) was here?! *yells*
Me: I wasn't feeling hot then! *Looks at him with my wth face*
Kevin: So... Are you feeling hot now? (note different usage of hot)
Me: *throws May's evian water bottle at him while laughing*
Kevin: *bats it away with his hand*
*bottle bounces off someones head and lands back in front of May*

Today was just.... weird. Funny, with the Kevin incident, but weird on the whole. I don't get it. I didn't apply any make-up (just mascara) or anything on my face. Plus, my nose is pimply. *nod nod* But I got so many compliments today. Mostly "You're so pretty today!" Which I replied "What do you mean today? I'm pretty everyday!" *laughs* But it was so weird. There was nothing out of the ordinary! o(>.<)o Maybe it was the hoop earrings. *thoughtful* Hm... Maybe I should wear hoop earrings everyday from now on! *laughs*

Hate that my nose is all blemished.

*written @ 5:30 午後.

水曜日, 3月 21, 2007
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I am actually quite inspired to type today's post in japanese or chinese. But my japanese grammer and vocabulary is not up to that yet and as for chinese, I can't remember much of my hanyu pinyin and Adrianna won't be able to read it. Therefore, I will type it in english.

Right. I am completely obsessed with Lee Joon Ki. *nod nod* When he wears that black suit, *squeals*. So handsome! o(>.<)o I want to find a seriously handsome guy, who looks great in suits, who has gorgeous straight black hair, who is hovering near the height range of 180cm and who is REAL! *sheesh* Maybe I should start stalking the Lee Joon Ki lookalike. But then again... Nah. The real one is way, way more good looking. *beams* Hee. Love korean actors. Just. Love em.

Shall post pictures on my darling soon!

*written @ 7:44 午後.

火曜日, 3月 20, 2007
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Dawnie's huge, huge array of make-up!

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Dawnie and me! This photo was ages ago...

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Love this picture! Just look at the pretty pretty sky!

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I stuck my head out of the car in 35 degree heat to take this picture. *bleah* But not regretting it!

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This is how happiness is spelt. *beams*

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And aren't they just happy to see me!

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My 2 sleeping buddies! Miss my Russelly....

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Sunita took this picture! She told me to laugh and I laughed. *laughs*

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Aw... Look how much my tissue box loves me. *bwahahahaha*

Right.

Watching Kat-tun for the first time since Chinese New Year makes me remember the one of the things (Yes. All my boys are things unless they appear in front of me in real life) I love most. And despite being an idiot, Jin is still hot. =X

*written @ 5:08 午後.

月曜日, 3月 19, 2007
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Meaningless and Foolish
I would be your pretty girl.
If only you would ask.
Around my pinky you would twirl,
And Baby, How lucky you'd be.

You know you love me,
Need me, want me.
And if you don't, Baby,
You're a fool.

I ask the boldest questions,
And say the meanest things.
But you know that inside,
Life is boring without me.

You know you love me,
Need me, want me.
And if you don't, Baby,
You're a fool.

Yes, I would be your pretty girl.
So Baby, ask me please.
We may not last forever,
But for now, I do love you.

Aileen

I'm obsessed with My Girl and it's soundtrack. Especially the song called My Girl which has the lyrics "you are my pretty girl". That inpired me to write all the rubbish. *nod nod*

The human biology test today was horrible. *cries* It wasn't because I didn't study. I studied and studied! I studied the way I studied history in secondary 1- I memorised the entire chapter. So unless you can do that better than me, you cannot say that I didn't study. *huffs* We were given 5 questions. And I distinctly heard Roland(teacher) say "Do 2." So I prepared for 2. Namely Homeostasis and Accomodation. Imagine my horror when Net told me that we had to prepared for all 5. It is a lot of work, to prepare for all those questions. Biology gives me the most stress out of all my subjects. It is not easy. It's slowly killing me. So, I cramped the entire answer for 2 more questions in my head. There is only so much I can stuff in my brain when I feel like crying and shooting myself. I left one out because I really didn't know how to do it and I figured that there was only a 1 in 5 chance of it coming out. AND IT DID! It felt bad. It felt really, really bad. I am never letting something like that happen again! *nods*

This week is starting out to be pretty bad. I have an applicable maths, physical science and ELACS test tomorrow. *sighs* And technically, after the huge scare today, I'm not really feeling very motivated right now. Someone please call me and tell me they believe in me and that I'm not as useless and dumb as I feel?

*written @ 10:06 午後.

日曜日, 3月 18, 2007
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I am addicted to My Girl. Love the show! Just love Lee Joonki and Lee Dong Wook. o(>.<)o So handsome! *laughs* Oh oh! Joonki's character in the show is so cool! Especially in his very first scene (eh Sulin?). He is the only guy who can wear dangly cross earrings on both ears and still look cool. And Lee Dong Wook is just seriously handsome! More handsome than the restaurant guy in My Name Is Kim Sam Soon. Whahaha... Just when I thought that I couldn't possibly find any more cute guys to obsess over. I didn't even like Lee Joonki in King and the Clown, and now, I'm completely in love with his image. *sighs* It was the same with Yamapi. *laughs* It seems that I'm always stealing Cassie's men!

Right. I'm bored and sick of bio. *rolls eyes* And since I've been in list mood this few days, let's write another list! *Hm...* What shall this one be? Oh oh! Let's do a revision of a list I did before!

The/My ideal guy: (I've been watching too many dramas involving rich guys I tell you)

1. Incredibly Good-looking
2. Handsome (Good looking and handsome are different! Like, Rain is good-looking, but I wouldn't call him handsome)
3. Really wealthy (Adore Oguri Shun's car in HYD2)
4. Black hair (I really like black hair. Look at Joo Ji Hoon, Lee Joonki, Kim Dong Woo, Ueda Tatsuya, Yaotome Hikaru (My Hikaru!), Ayukawa Taiyo (My Taiyo) blah blah blah...)
5. With a body like Rain's (Have you seen the abs?)
6. Small eyes (I have Dawnie Syndrome! *laughs* But all the guys I tend to like have small eyes)
7. Tall (ideally 180. Junno Junno!)
8. Nice hands! (I love Hikaru for his hands)
9. The ability to wear suits and not look completely retarded (Like what Lee Dong Wook wears!)
10. Can drive (Being in Perth, I'm not going anywhere unless someone drives)
11. Does not have a thing for long hair (Argh. Can't stand it when guys expect girls to keep their hair long just because they like it.)
12. Spontaneous (Everyone loves surprises)
13. Speaks good english! (Because I can)
14. Generous (Diamonds anyone?)
15. Straight teeth (The only exception is My Hikaru because I love him for his hands)
16. Cannot smoke! (Sucks when you see a handsome guy sticking a ciggy in his mouth. Air pollutant)
17. Can play the piano (Like, with qualifications! Because I have those qualifications)
18. Kind
19. Good tempered
20. Patient (Because I am the epitome of short-tempered and impatient)
21. Strong personality (By that, I mean not shy. Listen to the song Bounce by and Mike and you'll know what I mean)
22. Amibitious (It's good to have big dreams)
23. Strong-willed (because I am)
24. Has good taste (I like nice collared shirts *beams*)
25. Drives a Porsche (Yes. I am in love with the Porsche)
26. Straight forward and honest (Hate it when people play hinting games and won't tell me directly what they want)
27. Brave (Because I am scary)
28. Romantic (Lilies! Tulips!=X)
29. Cannot be more feminine than me (Yup. I never thought it was possible too! But it is...)
30. A techno-whiz (computers are not my forte)
31. Nice to my friends! (Because I'll never go out with anyone whom they don't like)


I'm not done yet... But I have to go...
*bleah*

*written @ 2:07 午後.


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I don't get it. *Looks at thighs* Am I truly the only person in the world who actually have thighs that touch?! *is horrified* Am I... (dare I say it?) fat? Oh my sun! Please let that not be! o(>.<)o According to the Bible, God said "Let there be light." And there was light. By chance, did God also say "Let there be cellulite"? If that be so, why is it that I seem to be the only one who actually has some?! *pissed off* Look at the korean models on that website! They have a bust and thighs that don't touch! That can't be normal. Can it? Bah. Hate that. Why is it that some people seem to have it all?

Oh oh! Maybe I'm going home in July! *laughs* Really need to go home....

Here's what I'll do:
1. Kiss my Russelly
2. Camp in Kinokuniya for the entire day
3. Go to the Liang Court Kinokuniya
4. Sleep till Kingdom come
5. Sleep over at Jie's house
6. Eat all my favourite food
7. Visit Derek and Maegen
8. Go back to school to see Miss Nawal, Mdm Erlis and Miss Si!
9. Go out with Kelly, Clarence, Sulin, Cassie, Adrianna and Hui Jing.
10. Spend the entire night watching tv or youtube.
11. PLAY MY BEAUTIFUL PIANO
12. Go to see Cheryl and Lynn. (Maybe aaron and josh if I'm feeling like it)
13. Have coffee with Brian
14. Take the mrt and enjoy myself (BECAUSE THERE'S A TRAIN FOR ME TO TAKE)
15. Not go shopping (Why be a medium there when I can be an xs here?)
16. Buy the My Girl OST
17. Go to Mise and buy Lee Jun Ki pictures!
18. Play X-Box!

It's 2 in the morning... I should go sleep.

*written @ 12:23 午前.

金曜日, 3月 16, 2007
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Matthew: So big! *points at pencil case*
Matthew: *Starts to take out my stationary* This pen nice! *puts in his pencil case* This calculator lousy! Ooh... *Finds my liquid ink and starts comparing it with his* *Puts his liquid ink in my pencil case and keeps mine*
Me: Hey! Stop stealing my stuff!
Matthew: *grins*
Me: Jan! (teacher) Matthew's stealing my stationary!
Jan: Matthew! Aw... I'm sure Matthew wouldn't do something like that!
Matthew: Yeah! *Starts to replace all my stuff while saying that*
Matthew: *holds out his fist in front of me*
Me: *Looks at him* Huh?
Matthew: *Opens fist* Surprise!
Me: *squeals at the chocolate* Really?
Matthew: *nod nod*
Me: *takes it and shows it to Fedora* See see!
Fedora: *takes chocolate* Orh. Thank you.
Me: O.O *looks at Matthew with a sad face*
Matthew: *starts fishing in his bag for another* Here! Got another one! *Gives it to me*

*Laughs* Isn't Matthew so cute? I love ELACS! It's the most fun, brainless lesson out of the lot. Fedora and I were poking fun at Owen for most of the lesson!

Oguri Shun is way uncute in Gokusen. No wonder no one noticed him.

*written @ 3:27 午後.

木曜日, 3月 15, 2007
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Random rubbish!

1. I realise that I am not girly and that I really like not being girly.
2. I think... I am getting fat.
3. The air here makes people tired.
4. Human bio is killing me.
5. I really, really need to go home and pat my Russelly.
6. Vicki has such nice jackets! It's not fair.
7. Most of the people from China are the epitome of useless and irritating.
8. Crap. I think I'm addicted to shopping.
9. Clarence is the only one who picks up my calls everytime.
10. I want it to be cold enought to wear my pretty jackets and boots.... *pouts*
11. The korean models on that online shopping site are not human (THEIR THIGHS DON'T TOUCH)
12. No one can wear the clothes on that site without looking seriouly ridiculous.

I'm tired.

*written @ 11:41 午後.


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Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Stole this from Belle! Hee...

*written @ 4:55 午後.


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Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

*written @ 4:55 午後.

水曜日, 3月 14, 2007
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Whoever said that people on diets should eat salads is the dumbest person on this planet! I had one for lunch. It wasn't completely horrible or anything like that but... it did leave me feeling incredibly empty. Provided that I paid $5 for it, I believe that it should have done some amazing things! (Can't believe I paid that much for veggies) Plus, it had onions in it! *shudders* But it didn't feel good. Even after eating all that veggie, I still felt... hollow. Which made me crave chocolate! And cookies! Damn it. I could have saved all the trouble if I had just decided to get proper food in the first place. *huffs*

This happened in economics class:
Stuart (teacher): Right! Take out the handout I gave you last session!
Class: *Hears squeals from Harki and Fye*
Stuart: What's going on?
Harki: *Points at her file* There's a bug! A bug in my file! *squeals*
Stuart: *ROLLS EYES* *Grabs file and shakes bug out* *Stomps on bug*
Class: O.O
Stuart: Now, that that's done with, let's carry on!

*Laughs* Love my teachers!

I have noticed that Hikaru, (MY HIKARU) has been wearing this black stringy necklace thing around his neck for a very long time. Since January I believe. *Suspicious* I wonder... Who gave it to him?! If that 14 year old girl he was caught with did, I think I'd just... Get seriously annoyed and jealous and upset and eventually accept that it has nothing to do with me and continue studying. Damn it. Anyway, I can't wait for April! My boys (Ya-ya-yah) are going to debut in April and I will so buy their first CD. Plus, Jin is coming back! Kat-tun is going to be hot again! *yays* I'll love to hear Jin english and what he has to say about the U.S. So exciting!

Exams are coming up.... *sighs*

*written @ 4:29 午後.

月曜日, 3月 12, 2007
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1. Can you cook? That depends on the urgency of the situation.

2. What was your dream growing up? To be a vet! But it's gone down the drain now.

3. What talent do you wish you had? To listen to a song once and be able to play it on any instrument.

4. Favorite place? In front of my computer. Or my bed.

5. Favorite vegetable? Kang Kong!

6. What was the last book you read? Vampire Knight 3. Does that count? =X

7. What zodiac sign are you? Gemini. Horse.

8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Two in my ears!

9. Worst Habit? Biting my nails and being lazy!

10. Do we know each other outside of lj/blogger? Define we.

11. What is your favorite sport? TENNIS! And badminton and swimming!

12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? Realistic and cynical.

13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? Scream?

14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? Everyone I love to not love me.

15. Tell me one weird fact about you: Just because I eat/wear it, doesn't mean I like it.

16. Do u have any pets? Yup! RUSSELLY. And Cassie! *laughs* And a Panda!

17. Do u know how to do the macerana? Nope.

18. What time is it where u are now? 11 06 pm

19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary? SCARY

20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be? Hm... sharper nose, better skin, flat tone stomach, taller, and bigger boobs.

21. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? Neither but both. =P

22. What color eyes do you have? Chocolate!

23. Ever been arrested? NOPE

24. Bottle or Draft? Bottle!

25. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it? Get air tickets to Japan, find tickets to a Johnny's concert, spend a couple of night at an inn with a hot spring, buy a pair of Manolo Blahniks and save the rest. (If there is any)

26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew? SWEET

27. What 's your favorite bar to hang at? I'm underaged

28. Do you believe in ghosts? Sometimes I do and sometimes I don't.

29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time? Go online? Sing very outoftunely to my i-pod or sleep.

30. Do you swear a lot? Quite.

31. Biggest pet peeve? I have no idea.

32. In one word, how would you describe yourself? FABULOUS! *laughs*

*written @ 9:56 午後.


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Don't you just love it when guys wear suit? *laughs* There's just something about suit that's equivalent to the prefect pair of shoes. It flatters everything! (Well, there are some guys who can never look good in suits. But I shan't mention that) Well. That's the end of that.

Need to help Dawnie cook... Maybe I'll update more later... If I can get back.

*written @ 5:32 午後.

日曜日, 3月 11, 2007
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I want:

1. People to tell me things earlier.
2. People to feel guilty when they don't.
3. The toilet to clean itself
4. The carpet to vacuum itself
5. To be fluent in japanese, korean, cantonese and french.
6. An excuse to stay in bed and never get out.
7. To eat as much as I want and never ever get fat.
8. Girls with naturally flat stomachs to get fat. (It so irritating when you see them fit into the tightest tops and ask "Do I look fat?")
9. Ouran High book 9
10. The dishes to wash themselves
11. To get really good marks even if I don't study
12. To be the main actress in Hana Yori Dango (some people just have all the luck)
13. My pimples to go away
14. Hokkien mee
15. Chicken rice
16. Cheap and good bubble tea
17. My Russelly!
18. To stop biting my nails
19. The clothes to fold themselves
20. To cuddle Sulin and Cassie
21. To poke Adrianna
22. To go out with Kelly
23. The Sara girl in HYD 2 to suffer
24. The Nishikado Sojiro guy to stop being mean to Yuki! (ARGH. He was mean to her in the first season too. That idiot.)
25. There to be more good moments between Sojiro and Yuki

I'm bored....

*written @ 3:11 午後.

土曜日, 3月 10, 2007
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Which part of "If you need to come over on Sunday, please tell me earlier" is so difficult to understand? *Annoyed* And when I need an answer, I call the person and she doesn't answer. Well. Then I shall just take it that she's not going to tell me whether she's coming over or not. Therefore, I shall assume the latter. Why? Simply because the latter is more convenient for me. If people can't be bothered, I shan't be bothered either.

And yes. I am an evil, impatient person who, in fact, does not take crap from anyone. And by anyone, I really do mean anyone. So don't irritate me. Not RSVPing is one on those things that irritates me. Therefore, I refuse to entertain anyone who doesn't think it is important to let me know about things that involve me early.

*written @ 8:38 午後.

金曜日, 3月 09, 2007
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Guess who I saw today! You'll never believe it! I saw... Jeslin and Hui Juan! o(>.<)o Like, Jeslin who stands behind me during assembly Jeslin! And Hui Juan from 4C! As in Jeslin and Hui Juan from Dunman Secondary School! It was so... weird. And the strangest thing is, I saw them in school! In Canning College! In my school! Outside the library! It was the freakiest thing. I didn't even notice them! They had to yell my name really loudly to get my attention. And when I saw them, I was like "Who are.... OH!!!" *laughs* It was so strange to see familiar faces again.

I saw my skin cells today! They are different from everyone's elses. *rolls eyes* Everyone's is blob shaped and mine are... angular. I asked Roland (Bio lecturer) to give me a hand in looking for a good one and the ones he showed me were triangular! The rest were mostly hexagonal and squarish. It was seriously odd. *nod nod* And I couldn't see the nucleus at all! Hm...

Just love it when the temperature is below 30 degrees!

*written @ 9:08 午後.

木曜日, 3月 08, 2007
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Yesterday, I decided that I will go full speed into studying. *Nods with determination* Maybe it's the moodiness, or the heat. But yes. That is what I will do. After Os, I been slacking for far too long and it's time to start mugging like I did before. This time, there will be no kinokuniya trips and piano to distract me. I won't allow anything to distract me! I am deathfully determined to get into University of Western Australia and do my double degree on asain studies and law. For once, just once, I want to get into the school that I aim for. So, no. There will be no distractions and I will void myself of social life. I need to study! I want to do well so badly...

I can't even think why I'm so lazy. There's a great library with no irritating juniors, teachers who are always free and good resources. Plus, school starts at 9! I can't imagine how I could get up at 5 30 every morning to go to school back home and I can't even drag myself out of bed here. If I could juggle 9 subjects and CCA twice a week, why do I feel so tired all the time? *is extremely puzzled*

Playing badminton is so fun! *laughs* I played today! I'm gotten quite rusty... *sighs* Can't even do a good smash and my reaction time needs some work. Plus, the control of my shots are haywire! Coach would be making me do hundreds of push-ups if he saw me play like that... *laughs* Oh oh! There's this Lee Joon Ki lookalike in my school! He really looks like Lee Joon Ki! Just... not as pretty. *laughs* And he's from Hong Kong. So when Chad (at least I think his name is Chad) hit him with the shuttlecock when he ran across the court, he started yelling out in a smattering of loud cantonese while rubbing the top of his head where Chad hit him! It was so funny...

And the dumb things I do in ELACS:
(this conversation is mostly in chinese)
Me: Look... my nose is so pimple-fied
Fedora: Yeah! There are blemishes all over your nose! *says in a gleeful voice*
Me: *glares and sulks*
Fedora: *pokes the massive pimple on the side of my nose*
Me: OW! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!
*entire ELACS class starts staring at me*
Jackie (teacher): What's going on?
Me: Fedora poked the pimple on my nose!! *says in a huff*
*Entire class bursts out laughing*

I seriously do the dumbest things in school. *bleah*

*written @ 5:27 午後.

水曜日, 3月 07, 2007
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It's fucking hot. I'm not kidding. The only thing I can say now is that it's bloody fucking hot. It's supposed to be autumn! Cool, windy autumn! *starts sobbing uncontrollably* The heat is killing me... Can't study, can't watch tv, can't do anything because it's too fucking hot. And guess what? The radio says that it's going to get hotter next week. I'm not going anywhere until it's below 30 degrees.

Oh oh! o(>.<)o Despite being on slow roast all day, something good did happen! I passed my biology test! Not just passed, I passed well! I got 37.5 out of 50! And it was my very first biology test! On cells! *Whahahaha* And and and! I got 9 out of 10 for my economics test! *laughs*

I NEED IT TO BE COLD AND I NEED IT TO BE COLD NOW!!!!!!

*written @ 4:39 午後.

火曜日, 3月 06, 2007
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I am going to melt into a puddle of Aileen before this week is over. *Nod nod* It's going to happen I tell you! I can already feel my brain turning to liquid.

I've just finished watching the first 3 episodes of Hana Yori Dango season 2. It's really good! Despite the first episode being 2.5 hours long. Oguri Shun is like way handsome!! o(>.<)o What a big change from his role in Great Teacher Onizuka. Hees...

God, please let itbe autumn soon...

Anyway! I almost forgot to tell everyone what happened in ELACS today!
Process:
Me: *Drinks water out of my squirty Nike waterbottle*
Terence: *Looks at me weirdly*
Me: *Holds bottle at a lower height and starts to unzip my bag with one hand*
Terence: *Looks at bottle straight from the top*
Me: *Squirts him*
Terrence: ARGH!!
Me: *laughs*

Hahahahahaha! Right. I'm an evil person who likes to squirt people with my waterbottle.=X

*written @ 3:32 午後.

月曜日, 3月 05, 2007
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Oh my sun.

Literally. Oh my sun! It's so hot! It's way to hot to do anything. Even thinking. despite telling myself to study for at least an hour today, I ended up lying on the sofa and snacking because of the heat. In case you're wondering... That is in no way good. Right! I am determined to start mugging like I did for Os as soon as the weather becomes cooler and when my brain stops frying. *nod nod* It's kinda hard to write anything when you feel like you're dehydrating.

It's going to be 40 degrees all week. *starts sobbing hyterically* If you don't hear from me, it means I melted into a puddle on the sidewalk.

*written @ 10:20 午後.

日曜日, 3月 04, 2007
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Sometimes, I just feel like yelling at certain people. Nothing triggers it, it's just this bout of frustration and irritation that they generally remind me of. Stuff I usually feel like yelling varies from "Why are you so brainless?! Can't you figure it out by yourself?!" to "Just leave me the fuck alone!" But I can't actually do that. I used to, but that caused me a lot of problems and pain. So... I guess I'll have to shut up and keep all my frustration to myself.

If this was home, I'd call Adrianna and start telling her all the things that are bothering me. She'd tell me to not worry about it and focus on my studies. Then, we would start this very animated conversation about how some people are just complete idiots and how it's best to just be obsessed with the virtual world. *nod nod* *sighs* How I miss all of them...

Don't you just hate it that you can't stop doing something just because you don't want to?

*written @ 1:12 午後.

土曜日, 3月 03, 2007
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Here's what I bought today:
1. A pair of camel coloured knee high boots
2. A pair of cream coloured leather knee high boots
3. A pair of cream ballet flats
4. A pair of really high mary janes
5. A trucker's cap from Roxy
6. A brown bag
7. A heavy jacket for winter
8. A cropped jacket from Jayjays
9. A soft, wooly cropped jumper from Jayjays

As you can tell... I went on a shopping spree today. Don't ask me how much I spent on shoes alone! But for the record, I actually needed the boots for winter. It's just too cold to wear sneakers... and when the minimum temperature is 13, my feet already start to hurt from arthritis. So yeah. Stop scolding me about it! I'll just not buy anything besides food for the next 3 months....

Ran errands all day, so apart from the fact that I maxed out my buying limit for ages, nothing really interesting happened.

*written @ 7:50 午後.


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Random!

1. I'm just doing this because I don't want to do any more bio and am waiting for my hair to dry.
2. Need to stop eating the way I'm eating.
3. I'm missing Cassie and Sulin lots.
4. The carpet is really dusty. It's time for a vacuum.
5. Bio is slowly sucking the life out of me.
6. How do you tell annoying people that they are annoying without sounding mean?
7. I'm growing a pimple in my eyebrow. *scowls*
8. It's rather painful.
9. I can't wait for my parcel to arrive!!!
10. My eyes are closing... But my hair isn't dried.

*written @ 12:23 午前.

金曜日, 3月 02, 2007
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You know the virtual reality game called second life? No? Well, it's something like runscape. You run around and do dumb stuff and talk to other people and whatnot. I was really bored and didn't want to go study so I downloaded it. (Jie told me to go try it some time last year) It is crap. Complete and total crap. Games like that are not nice to beginners... Only an idiot can flop at runscape and I floped at runescape. The moment I got onto the game, I got asked for sex! *eyes open wide* It was quite shocking... I mean, hello! It's game sex! What kind of kicks can one get from game sex?! Those sick, disgusting people.

There is something seriously wrong with me. *Nod nod* Why is it that I like to listen to music that I don't understand? (Maybe it's the fact that my brain doesn't process it so I can listen to it while studying) For example, I am happily bobbing my head to this cantonese song with a wicked guitar solo. *laughs* And I don't understand a single thing, but am still bobbing happily anyway. *beams*

Lips Of An Angel is a wicked song! (Oh my... since when did I start using wicked?! O.O) It's so good! Love it! Just... Love it.

*written @ 3:54 午後.

木曜日, 3月 01, 2007
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Right. The chinese (China chinese) couples are officially freaking me out. *nod nod* Remember the Yamapi wannabe who likes to wear v-neck, low cut tops? (I was wearing the same top as him today.... And it stills freaks me out) Today, Erlyna and I saw this really, really pretty girl. By pretty, I'm generally meaning really black and straight hair, flawless skin, just the right size, good fashion sense and fluttery eyes. We were both like "Wow... Why haven't we seen her around before?" When I left, guess who I saw her with? The Yamapi wannabe! *is horrified* Maybe the guy has the perfect personality... I wouldn't know. But damn. It's plain weird I tell you.

kevin, the guy who kinda likes Erlyna, annoys me to no end. Actually, he doesn't really annoy me. I just don't like him. You know the feeling of just not liking someone? There's no basis to it. I just... don't like him. Like... I can't stand jasmine tai. There's no basis to it. (Well. Apart from the fact she once told me "If you don't wear your tie properly, you won't get your CCA points." And you know what... I'll go to university faster than her. And probably a better one too! Without my dumb CCA points.) So yeah. I do not like kevin. May says that I'm being unreasonable, which is true.... But I just can't stand him. He's trying to take over everything! Someone make him go away. He invited his friends to our table! (Meaning the usual table that May, Su Ern, Erlyna, Chris, Sarah, Boo, occasionally Ester and I occupy) That's fine... I mean, he can bring his friends! No problem! But at least save spaces for the people who used to sit there before he and his entourage came along. Or alternatively, find us another empty table. But no... May and I usually have to source for our own tables. I don't like him. He's.... Obnoxious and really rude. *says firmly*

You know.... it's weird. You'd think that in a country that speaks english, my english would improve. But no... it's my spoken chinese that's improving.
May: It's freaky!
Me: What?!
May: You're starting to speak chinese like a chinese!
Me: But I am chinese!
May: No! As in China Chinese!

Oh my sun.

*written @ 5:14 午後.